Okay, that's an exaggeration. But I do feel really old compared to my fellow high-schoolers. I don't know if it's because I'm more mature than them or if I just isolate myself because I'm not "good enough". When I look in the mirror, I don't see a 16-year-old; I see a spinster-in-training. What frustrates me even more is that people tell me how immature I am when they don't know what's going on in my head. I'm bipolar, but I keep the depressing thoughts to myself. Oh, I have no filter because I make dirty jokes? Believe me, I hold back quite a lot.
Any advice on being happy in the current moment?