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Desserts and Sweets / Re: Low Carb Peppermint Stick Ice Cream
« on: June 01, 2012, 02:48:17 PM »
I'm glad to see an ice cream recipe!! It's my favorite treat :D (peppermint is my favorite too!)

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Girly Girl Talk / Re: PCOS?
« on: June 01, 2012, 02:44:08 PM »
I've been told I have pcos- it actually gets worse for me on birth control. It's been a few months since I've had a period but I'm hoping with this I won't have to go to the drs. And rely on progesterone pills. Good luck to you and welcome :)

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General Discussion / Re: Low Carb Pizza
« on: May 21, 2012, 02:26:22 PM »
I found a recipe on a low carb site that mixes one eggs with a healthy amount of cheese, spread it out really thin and bake until it becomes crispy. Then put on your toppings and bake again. I haven't tried it yet, but it looked pretty good.

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General Discussion / Re: Food to cope...
« on: May 21, 2012, 02:19:48 PM »
He looks so sweet! My dogs are my life. I just love all our fur babies!

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General Discussion / Re: Not losing weight
« on: May 20, 2012, 02:04:41 PM »
Wow! Tea! That's a great idea and yet it seems so obvious. Is there any limit on the amount of tea I should drink per day? Or is it a no holds barred kind on thing? Black tea is my favorite but I think I may just have to drink that during the day and move onto something more calming at night :). AWESOME thread!

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General Discussion / Re: Food to cope...
« on: May 20, 2012, 01:59:57 PM »
Thank you everyone for your advice and words of encouragement. Everything everyone says has really got me thinking about life and what I can do to change and take control. I need to stop letting food and my issues rule my life. This is MY life and I should fight for it. Even though I've replaced the naughty foods with better choices I can still sit down in one sitting and eat 4 eggs, a head or broccoli and an entire block of feta cheese. :-/. You're right Doug, food is fuel and I shouldn't be giving my body more than I can handle. Staying up all night is not the norm for me, but I let my medication that helps me sleep run out. Thank you umpa(sp?) for your support and as for things I'm thankful for : my wonderful supportive boyfriend, my three wonderful dogs, the new house we just bought, and the deck I'm going to spend considerable amounts of time sunning myself in this warm weather :). I can't thank everyone enough for their positive outlook, you people, this whole community is a blessing.

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General Discussion / Food to cope...
« on: May 20, 2012, 04:49:43 AM »
First of all I just wanted to say I've been using fts and it's been slow going. 5 lbs in 4 weeks :-/ feeling a little discouraged at the moment but I know there are many topics devoted to slow weight loss.

What I really wanted to touch on was using food to cope.  I've been using food as a coping mechanism for what seems like my entire life. It started with sexual abuse at a young age, I started to see and hear things that didn't exist and my grades suffered..eating, eating, eating made me feel better. Then in my teens my mom said something that has always stuck with me "you'd be so pretty if you lost weight". I started binge eating then purging, I got down to 130 lbs and felt "perfect", the voices were getting worse and I attempted suicide. I finally got help with a push from my boyfriend. Diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder, and PTSD. And through all of this food was my comfort- constant non stop eating. I stopped caring how I looked and didn't care if I got fat. If I was fat no one would expect anything of me right?   At the end of this journey I've recently been diagnosed with epilepsy- I can't drive for six months, and I can't walk or bike ride without a babysitter. But food, food has always been there. I love food, it's my friend. I've just gotten up to my heaviest weight of 270 (on a 5'3 frame). I've just started eating healthier and feel like I've lost a great comfort that used to be copious amounts of junk food and non stop eating.

I guess at the end of this unintended stupid sob fest I'm just wondering if anyone felt a sense of "loss" when starting to eat healthier? How do you cope when the feelings are unbearable? It's not even cravings that I feel. I feel like I've lost a source of comfort, a coping mechanism that I no longer have.

Any help would be greatly appreciated. Please.

-amanda

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