Hello everyone!
I am a bit scared to start but I can do it!
I am 23 years old, and I weight 353 lbs at this moment.
I have tried everything that you can imagine, or things that I am sure most of you have tried before! 6 years ago I was attending with this fantastic doctor that helped me be around 160 lbs and since I am very tall I always assumed I was big, but when I was under her supervision I lose so much weight I was over the moon, but sadly she passed away and I moved away from my hometown to simply be a meal plan disaster. I have tried personal training, doctors, diets and even checked out to go on surgery but I am so afraid of it I tried to
lose weight and I did but as soon as the topic was out of the table in my family I was comfortable and went back to my regular eating habits. In high school I was just simply the antisocial person. Now that I'm in college going for my second major I am more open and I joined a hobby called cosplay in which I dress up as certain characters and I attend conventions for fun. I started get invited to them but just because I have been hiding myself behind big costumes, lots of make up and more. I have seen people in the same community and a lot of them are pretty SKINNY and after I got a comment about one of my not so hidden costume I burst into tears and said I had enough of being FAT.
I started a blog to motivate myself and so far has been working but I wanted to stay motivated so I went to Barnes & Noble and found this wonderful book from which I have been learning and I bet I will do better but I am terrible with meal plans, I am going to work hard on this based on the book and hopefully with the support of all of you I will do it just great! I am scared to start because I don't want to fail, I want this to be the last try, and be successful like no other in my hobby community! Can you please help me guys? Thanks!
Sincerey,
Sammy Flames