I am drowning.. I really try to be a very positive person but just when I look for optimism, BANG, Im hit again... I just talked to him and one of the cardiologist that specializes in the plumbing aspect said that everything looked good.. No clogs, blood work is really good.. His ultrasound came out clear.. The Cardiologist that specializes in the electrical part of the heart said that he has arrhythmia. He said that his is a "common type" and that most of us have it at some time. He says that something triggered it to malfunction. They are going to RX a low dose medication to help wit it. he needs to do a stress test and a sleep test as well.. Though he is not fat, he does have a belly and that is NOT good on a 47 yr old man.. Though he has been doing good, now he has to get board 100% more than ever.. I will NOT accept other wise.. If he loses around 30 lbs, it will take a lot of work of the heart...
So you know what that means.... I am keeping the faith even though I am drained and really just so BLAH. I really dont have a choice. I have 4 kids to care for and though I am whining right now, I am fighter...I have you guys that just lift me up in my moments of need...
Thank you for the prayers, Im a strong believer in the power of prayer and I believe that the more you have praying the stronger the prayer...
((((SIGH)))) Thank you so much ya'll..