Hi Jim,
It took me a while to get myself going and NOT because the plan was hard, but because I found excuses and doubted myself.. most know how I had my ups and down.. Finally I got myself together and decided that enough is enough.. I cant be blaming those around me..I have to be accountable for myself.. If someone chooses to do drugs, am I going to do them? NO! you have to apply the same mentality.. My daughter didnt want to start with me and when she saw how I was losing and that she was heavier than me, she jump into the band wagon with me and has lost 18 lbs in a month..
There will be good days and bad days, focus on the good days.. I will also tell you that having F2S cookbooks and guide = SALVATION
For me it helped release the stress of what to or not to have... by all means, you can vent, scream, cry, laugh and we will be here.. we will not sugar coat (no pun intended) anything, it will be said respectfully but honestly... everyone here is very nice and well, very cool too...
I will say a prayer for you and you do the same.. you will see how things will get better...Good luck..