Yes I just have what I call debbie downer days LOL . I have battled OCD & depression since a year after I had Tyler .
I always had a small weight problem but when they but me on the depression meds wow I was happy & eating and getting fat and did not care . So about 5 years ago I got off those crazy pills slowly and thought I would lose the weight they caused me to gain which I did 10 pounds LOL all the other pounds were from eating out cause I feeling so much better and have been stuck with it until FTS !
FTS has also helped my depression ,but I still have bad days . Sometimes it is if Tyler has a bad Blood Sugar day ,or what I call my
""future tripping "" where I think about how is he gonna make it with this very expensive & life threating disease he has when I am gone .Which by the way I know I have NO CONTROL OVER ,GOD DOES !!! But in my OCD debbie downer days it is hard to stop my brain from overworking .My sister says shake your head like a etch-a-sketch & say a prayer , Which I do daily that is probably what is wrong with me I have shaken my head too much
Anyway I am glad I have yall guys to talk too & know yall care !!
Our lifes can change in a instance that is why we all should live everyday to its fullest,and not worry about tommorrow ,something I do do most days !!!!!