Morgan you should have been around when I was losing weight. Oh my gosh I hated that scale. I would get on it sometimes three times a day and then freak out on the forums when it didn't change. Then I realized how bad that was to do and would just get on in the morning. Then that would drive me crazy if I hadn't lost anything to the point where my husband would wake up early and hide the scale on me for weeks on end. Needless to say, the scale and I will never be buddies. Anyway, I finally just started weighing in once a week. I would dread that day but usually it went well. Now I stay far away from it. I can tell by my clothes how I'm doing. As for how do I feel, I still feel the same. I still try to shop in the plus size clothes, I still think of myself as heavy and I am still surprised when I walk by a mirror and see me. I am getting better though, but I have been told it will take a while.